peace

cela ne peut pas être normal.

im starting think that these weird light headed/weak feelings i've been getting are not normal. je veux être moi-même à nouveau.   i am not even completely sure if that is what i want. j'ai besoin de réfléchir à ce que je fais.

growing pains

i've always hated these gatherings, from when i was younger. the reggaeton blasting, people dancing/drinking, kids running everywhere. i did not really mind back then due to me being so young that i didn't really comprehend what was happening nor was i truly attentive to my surroundings. looking back i realize what was going on and who was involved. most of them are no longer in the picture, while others have their appearances here and there. i never really was a fan of cameos! i'm just waiting for the act to end and for the film to begin.

faded glory